Why I don't call you or invite you to dinner.

All the answers to your questions.

I will start with the calling thing. It's loud in my house. Between music and three girls I can't hear. And my husband gets loud when I'm on the phone. He doesn't do it any other time except when some one calls. Some of you have had to deal with it lol. Also. I hate HATE saying goodbye. I'm no good at it. I would stay on the phone forever until the other person was done because I just don't have the guts to stop some ones thoughts and say " I need to go". Don't get me wrong it doesn't bother me when people let me go. I totally understand. Just doesn't bother me but i hate doing it myself. Another reason; I don't talk well. I am a writer. My words and tongue get twisted and I don't make sense. And well when I text I don't have to say bye!! I forget about it and pick up where I left off. Ridiculous I know. But I'm intimadated talking on the phone. That's why I don't call you.

Why you aren't invited to my house. I'm a terrible house keeper. Righ now my laundry room is stacked my couches and flowers are stained table is stacked with stuff. We live out of the way. I would much rather make dinner and and drive to some ones house then they have to come here and out of the way to a non adult lived in house. We dont have nice furniture or sheles or entertainment center. We don't have lovely couches. Our floor are covered in fruit
Punch and very lovey chocolate syrup my dear Emma snuck when she turned two and we can't get it out. I don't want people to have to drive here and back. I would rather drive. I love love other peoples houses. And I love getting my kids out haha. Most of time they are good I guess they just prefer to destroy Danielle and melissa's house. It was entertaining at melissa's but wow lol. And they have gotten used to the Holden house. They love baby toys " sorry Melissa) books and toys. Ethan didn't stand a chance to play the poor angel. Is a toss up. I either don't want people to see my crazy kids in action or I want to get them out.

So this is why you don't get called or invited. I love you all very much. But there is a lot about me that's a mess.